AWAS!!! BORING ENTRY….
I’m trying hard to cope with dissertation, clinic and my 3rd trimester. But, this week, I’m exhausted. It's not Friday yet.
I informed my clinic consultant and coordinator that I’m pregnant. Yet, 2 important person still in the list… My SUPERVISOR… (bilalah aku nak bagitahu dia nie) and Ayahanda… (perlu ke bagitahu..) nanti merajuk pulak ‘Encik’ itu. No worries anymore, I could take 2-3 weeks leave for my confinement.
When I was in dental school as undergrad student, when I saw the Postgraduates students who are pregnant while pursuing their dream, I said to myself, ‘giler ke diorang pregnant waktu tengah study’… and now, AKU KAH YANG GILER ITU… (gelakkan diri sendiri… haha…)
Though, it’s tough. Especially, now is the last trimester when I started to have cramp legs, back pains, short of breath, can’t sleep at night because the baby is always kicking @ night and etc… still keeping up.
Next week, I’m will leave my kids with hubby for 2 days to complete some materials in Edinburgh University Library. I heard from one of the staffs, my SV is very particular one, when he wants something, he’ll do it. He won’t help the student if the student did not help themselves… He failed his PhD students twice. HAH!!! ngerilah pulak.
Today, I met him as usual, and as he always does, he was happy with my progress… sometimes, it makes me scare… (semua yang aku buat betul je nie…takkan takde yang tak betul)
He checked my introduction chapter with some minor corrections, and now I can imagine that my intro is going to be more than 20 pages…. Dah nama buat review paper… so kira oraitlah tu…
and when I showed him my latest findings, he was sooo… happy and excited. Me too, quite excited with my findings, it just that…. how I supposed to put it on my paper with my horrible writing…
Moral: Exhausted because I'm missing my families in Msia... aka... HOMESICK.
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